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Sunday, October 08, 2006

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I.AM.BACK :D

after a few months hiatus, a lot has changed. and i decided that it's time to get back to BLOGGING again.

so, let me re-introduce myself, for the sake of those who haven't had the fortune of knowing me yet :D

well, i'm a Christian now, and i'm proud of my religion. i still love sports (: and without it i'd be as good as dead (and fat) but due to the mounting stress and homework from environmental changes i am not as enthusiastic about doing sports as i was before. now, i'm often tired out (both mentally and physically) and currently i'm in an extremely unstable emotional state, with crazy moodswings that can change from suicidal to being extremely optimistic about life in a mere one second =/ and i'm absolutely against mentor group reshuffling because i don't want to be seperated from my dear 201 gal clique (comprising of camille, cally, beryl, asmidah and ME) but then again there is my twin(: who's always been my really good friend and of course not to mention my really good guy friends too and other girl friends.

eoys are drawing near. most of my friends will be finishing theirs soon though (: so here's a GOOD LUCK to all my friends from other schs!!(: as for nushs people, wish you all more oil for the upcoming eoys :D

sadly, if you are looking forward to hearing about my personal love life (which, i assure you, there is nothing much to hear about), you'll be sorely disappointed because there are teachers who are known to blog-hop too and check out students' blogs and i seriously do not wish to be caught and counselled (although i believe that there is no need to) =D wahaha. did i just give out too much information?

so now back to my homework =s

so much for a momentous blogging comeback.

12:46 PM;

Saturday, August 12, 2006

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i want to fall sick. i want to feel sick. i want to cry. because i've been feeling so empty these few days i want to cry out but somehow i can't. which is kindda stupid because i've always been a very cry-ey sort of person. i can like, cry if i want to but something weird happened and i feel so not-in-this-world. like some photograph looking at people. like i'm not really HERE. gee this is a really funny feeling (some teen thing?)

so anyway, came back from cheerleading workshop by magnum force woo! TIRED x) hahaha i'm WEAK man! gee i just realise i can't hold thigh stand stance for very long! in fact after a couple of SECONDS i start to ache =.= gee. but the workshop was fun nontheless and a good workout for Saturday =) but SADLY i had to miss church and cg =/ oh well you can't have the best of both worlds! ohoh i'm also extremely bloated cause i stuffed myself at the food court bwahaha. so full!! hehe.blah first thing came home my parents start lecturing/scolding me -.- somehow i HATE saturdays and sundays where i have to bear with their constant scolding and all. plus they completely do not understand how i feel sighs.

ytd went to PS with dearest twin =) haha i love it when we go out tgt!! we talk a lot (: and share a lot and it makes us really really close hehe. and we took lots of pics! woo! posing everywhere haha on the escalator-thing-without-steps and in this super cute shop with all the soft toys and stuff! x) tomorrow piano lesson and guess what i failed my piano exam =) not surprising!! like when i first walked in and faced the examiner i knew i was gonna fail already lol. blah blah now i'm doing my theory (or trying to do) while i was actually planning to do my phys. which twin scared me (accidentally) into thinking it was due on fri. wahahaha.

i feel oh so empty.ohhh sighh. i think twin will know why hahaha :D and welcome new cheerleaders!!^^ ohoh i'm so excited *gleefully rubs hands* it's always real fun to have new people come in and you're like, the seniors woohoo!! fun fun fun =D and we have a super small squad anyway pfft. need more x) WE NEED STRONG GUYS lol! so yeah do join us! hehe.

i want my prince charming *sniggers* and i want to be someone else! someone who's carefree and free and and happy. guess that's pretty impossible. all i want is to be heard, to be known, to be recognized, to be understood to be exceptional, to be ... etc wahahaha. forget it :D

OH AND I WANT TO BE RICH x)

7:18 PM;

Sunday, July 16, 2006

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haha now i'm posting at a really slow rate of like, one post per month x) life's been really great, since yesterday i guess(: yesterday went for church service at s'pore expo and it was awesome. it was terrific, brilliant and indescribably great. haha maybe it's just cause it's been a long time since i went to church (cause of my piano exams, no less) anyway, i'm pretty sure i failed my piano exams but i couldn't care less cause today i'm getting new shoes and watching Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest. WHEE! i'm the luckiest and happiest girl in the world (: oh PLUS my dear family and I are watching it somewhere near plaza sing, my favourite haunt because of all the great food there, and i get to eat TAKOYAKI muahahaha. i'm so happy and floaty and all(: i manage to finish bio assignment and IS report too wahaha. i'm still amazed i'm alive after this week!

and yesterday morning we had this service learning thing where we have to be buddies to the kids from MINDS and i tell you (although i was tired and grouchy and complaining yesterday) i really enjoyed the experience and it really changed my conception of the MINDS kids. they are nice, loving people and you know, they just touch you and go right into your heart. often we think that we should be taking care of them because they are in NEED but after yesterday i think in fact it's the other way round, they are taking care of our hearts and souls by reminding us how great is it to just love and let go simply. yepp(: amazing people they are. oh and my group leader is denise!! woohoo, she looks super young, like fourteen or something and really really cute heehee. beryl went crazy over her buahahaah xD and cally too. Me, on the other hand, didn't go as crazy ahem(:

And after all, i just want to thank God for such amazing people in my life like my twin, my hubby, my darling, my cell group and every single one of my family members and friends. My life has been a whole lot better and brighter ever since i gave my heart to Jesus and yeah, i'm a happier person now (sort of, without all the homework bogging me down) haha(: looking forward to the next service! (and weekend teehee)

11:50 AM;

Thursday, June 29, 2006

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PE todayy!! wahahah. height and weight taking again =/ ohoh i GREW(: buahahaha and i'm like, my regular weight. not exactly ultra heavy or anything and i certainly did not like "put on weight". must be my stupid bathroom scale or maybe it's just that i ate a lot yesterday so i am heavier =D haha! PE was borrriiinnng. we ran 3 rounds and that's it. then recess then IS where we got a super nice teacher Dr Ng (: wahaha and did the air strip thingy which is quite fun. although the lectrue i'm like "zzz..." heehee. lunch after that!! then BIOLOGY. oh MAN biology was terrible. ms tan was really nice and all, and she can teach, but the content is WAY overbearing. 2 hours of continous bombarding of plant biology and ms tan zooms through the content SO FAST that i barely cut 1/8 of the whole thing lah!! oh and i was sitting beside a walking dictionary or something. i bet viona got everything lahh. bio left me feeling a bit congested and wanna vomit. as in, really x)) then after that hist of med we were discussing time slots then waited for feli till 5.30 after which we took bus 188 home and i consumed chocolate icecream!!!^^

to think i was planning on a diet. oh wellys!! YOUTH DAY(: -our mentor group is so gonna die ok-

10:27 PM;

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

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fourth day back at school!^^ whew i added history core and history of medicine and now my timetable is really packed -sniff sniff- totally no free periods between the core subs cept for lunch and recess!! GEE. terrible i won't have time to reenergize and reawaken myself for the lessons to come after. ANYWAY, the adding of subjects is all thanks to CAMILLE and CALLY who unceremoniously dragged me all the way to history classroom and made sure i'm unable to get out of the classroom by holding on to me really really tightly. and mr salim did rest of the work, oh and the content seemed pretty interesting so yeah(: BUT STILL, the dragging bit is unforgivable -ahem- and we have crazy classes!! mentor room is at fifth level and hmt and history classes are on the 1st and 2nd level so we have to run down and up!! whew good exercise yeah x)

played a little bit of basketball yesterday!! OH I LOVE BASKETBALL (did i ever mention what an awesome sport it is??) i can't believe how i've gone on for MONTHS without playing it. it really helps the soul. had cheerleading today! WITH SHOES =/ blehh my shoulder is all red and spotty now but no burning sensations this time (: cause my skin sort of thickened (i guess) from my previous two experieneces so it doesn't really hurt now, but it burned when i just left prac. ran two rounds! man i should really run more often, it's wonderful. wahaha. oh and shi yang ran one round with me ((: she's really good x)

nothing really bloggable about today save for the fact that i'm seriously, totally, tired out.

and i'm doing my trigo homework!

6:22 PM;

Monday, June 26, 2006

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WOOO it's the first day back at school after the June break!! (: REALLY terrific to see all my friends again waaahhhss -LOVES- haha! had so much fun going crazy and chatting really loudly today you know, catching up on times (; anyway, classes started today and i've got (considering it's the first week of school) a huge pile of homework. gee, can't they just let us off for a couple of days?? now i'm here tryna figure out my english poster and writing up a script for tomorrow's hcl presentation blehhs. and the lessons are mind boggling. went right into the heavy stuff on the first lesson of the term!! GEE. chemistry threw me completely into space and i just snoozed throughout that class i guess. i mean, math period before i was already kindda dozing off. must be the holiday lag!

kayy gotta go finish up my work (: great to see twin again wahahaha!!! although i see her lots in the hols heehee. and everyone else oh mannn -HUGS- ((:

6:10 PM;

Thursday, June 22, 2006

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had cheerleading prac today!! super slack lah wahaha. missed mon's cheerleading prac cause was at my dearest twin's house snacking away and watching meteor garden =P and last wk they had a super tough session! PT all the way. heehee lucky i didn't turn up =) today everyone is like having muscle aches while i'm busy gloating away =D heehee PT never seems to happen when i'm around!^^ just like today. had these super oily fried char kway teow which tastes COMPLETELY bad for lunch then ate home for dinner! mom came back today from Thailand =) with lots and lots of clothes!! gee. all polo tees wahaha. i LOVE polo tees =)

just watched white chicks on HBO! whew it's like 12.20am now haha. gna go bathe! ponning netball tmrw cause of piano. sighs. and i also got this bummer headache and i feel super dizzzzzzzy these few days, cause of insomnia i suppose. like, i can't SLEEP! this is just, totally ridiculous. sigh. sigh. and hols are almost over. and my piano exam is on 11th july which is barely two weeks from now!!!

i'm gonna need all the help i can get. and it doesn't help when i've been NOT practicing my piano at ALL (which, trust me needs a hell lot of practice) from saturday till today cause my mom is overseas and my dad doesn't care anyway. TOMORROW i shall practice.

I SHALL!

12:23 AM;